Tomorrow is Cycle 8, and I can totally understand feeling crappy tomorrow. But why on earth am I feeling crappy today? So crappy, in fact, that I had to leave work at noon to come home and sleep for five hours. How is this a thing?
What could possibly prompt your body (or worthless mind) to decide that since I'm going to feel bad tomorrow, I may as well get a head start and just start feeling lousy today. What the hell? There are enough bad days with chemo, when you're actually on chemo, why do you need to feel lousy on the days that you're as far from chemo as you can get?
Stooopid. And annoying. I've got better things to do with my time than feel horrible for no reason.
But here I am, feeling horrible for no reason. Yay!
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