Ta Da!

Well, that's it. I've been all the way through the Spain and Morocco pictures and updated the posts here with the relevant visuals. And with that, the Spain/Morocco leg of the GCW Tour is pretty much complete. 

And not a moment too soon. All those things that moved to the back burner when I started gearing up for the trip are starting to boil over. It's time to move on. 

But in reviewing the pictures I realized that there isn't a lot of proof that I was there. So before we drop Spain and Morocco completely, here are three more photos to prove that I was there...

And with that, it's time to finish patching the kitchen ceiling, finish painting the wonder room (and hall and bathroom), call to get an estimate on new insulation for the attic, find a general practitioner, etc., etc., etc....

It's a Shame I Can't Backdate a Post, aka, The GCW Tour, Spain & Morocco: The Niece's First Oyster

In reviewing the photos from Spain and Morocco I've found a few that should've generated a post but didn't. Here's one set. The night before San Fermin the niece and I went out for tapas in Pamplona. I convinced her to try an oyster...

Which one to choose?

Is this the smallest one?

Maybe I can distract them with this.

Stall with a palate cleanse.

Still in there?

Why is the bartender watching me?

You're in this with me oyster.

Maybe the uncle isn't looking. Ah well...

Down the hatch.

Keep it down! Keep it down!

Ta da!

Cheers from Dave.

Cancer Day Updates

Well alrighty then. Here's where things stand as of 10:00 pm tonight.

Important stuff first...

I've managed to get as far as the night train to Marrakech in terms of updating the recent GCW posts with photographs. Clearly, I significantly underestimated the amount of time it would take to get through them all, but we're getting there. More tomorrow, I'm sure.

Boring stuff second...

In the plus column of today's cancer accounting, we have three items. First, the general consensus is that I look good. which appears to count for something in the cancer battle. Second, I feel good, which may or may not count in the cancer battle, but certainly counts in terms of getting out of bed every morning. And third, I was able to walk for three weeks in Spain, which made for a much better trip.

But on the negative side, after six weeks without the anti-cancer drugs my tumor markers are higher then they were. Not as high as when this whole thing started, but the trend has been upward, when the desire is for downward. 

But the challenge is that because I was off the pills for so long, it will take some time to figure out what's going on. If they scan me now and the tumors are bigger, we won't know if it's just because I stopped taking the pills or if I've completely stopped responding to them. To figure all this out I'm going to have to take the pills for awhile before I can get scanned to find out what my tumors are doing.

I guess it's a judgement call whether the positives outweigh the negative, but as far as I'm concerned they do. 

'Course I reserve the right to change my opinion if it turns out my tumors exploded during my break. 

It's Official

I'm "pleasant." My medical record says so.

I know because my oncologist wanted to see where my tumor markers were at the first time I was seen, and so he had the notes from my first visit open and I looked over his shoulder to see what it said. The opening statement said I was a pleasant 46-year-old male with cancer.

The fact that this is in my medical record raises all sorts of questions that will likely never be answered,* but it's oddly comforting to have an official imprimatur on such an evaluation.

Of course, "pleasant" doesn't produce much of interest in a Google image search, so I went with "peasant." The peasant search was rather fascinating. You get a lot of medieval art, the odd Monty Python screen capture, and an absurd amount of scantily clad women. All I can figure is that "peasant" appears to be the preferred adjective to describe a lot of barely there clothing.

Odd to think that what was once a signifier of abject poverty eventually evolves into one of sexual desirability. But that's fashion for you, I guess.

Clearly, there's not much to keep your brain occupied when you're waiting for an infusion to begin...


* On what basis was this determination made? Does it have an impact on the treatment I receive? If I became unpleasant, would my medical record be updated? Etc., etc., etc.

Partial Update

I've been making my way though the Spain photos, and posts from the GCW Tour through June 28 have been updated with visuals. If you ask me, the posts are definitely better when there's more to look at than just my text.

And jeez, someday before I depart this planet I really ought to learn to recognize the difference between its (possessive) and it's (contraction) on the first go. For whatever reason, confusing the two has always been my go to typo, and I've already made countless corrections from the first few Spanish posts. Embarrassing.

In any case, tomorrow is Cancer Day, or $20,000 Thursday, or whatever I'm calling it these days, so while I'm waiting in between appointments or being infused, I should be able to get through the rest of the photos. I hope so anyway. I'm ready to move on to some other things, but need to get this taken care of before I do.

Tomorrow's appointment will be unusual in that I'm pretty sure I'm seeing my oncologist, despite the fact that there hasn't been a new scan since I last saw him. It'll be interesting to see how it's different seeing him, rather than the PA, when there isn't big news to be delivered. 

And, sadly, this will bring my six week cancer vacation to a conclusion. As of tomorrow, the fact of having cancer will again be hard to ignore. But it was awfully nice to have a break. 

Apologies for the Lack of Visual Updates...

...or any updates at all for that matter. I know I promised to upload Spain photos by Sunday, but between the flight delays, the jet lag, and the fact that what was mostly an annoying cough has blossomed into chills and body aches, reviewing some 4,000 photos has been a little beyond me. 

Instead, I'm going to chug some NyQuil and go to bed.

Maybe I'll be able to start looking at photos tomorrow, or maybe the chills and aches will morph into something else. Who knows? 

The GCW Tour, Spain & Morocco: Well This Must Make a Person Feel Important

We're still in Barcelona.

After the world's worst included breakfast, we got to the Barcelona Airport this morning at the planned time of 10:00 am. Check in went fairly smoothly, though oddly the Air Canada personnel were all wearing Swiss Air uniforms and badges. We got our passports stamped and made it to the gate just as boarding for our flight was beginning. A few moments later our "zone" was called, and since we were strategically positioned near the front of the crowd, we were quickly on board the plane.

We found our seats and were very pleased to see there were outlets at the seats, since we had both left our European adapters stuck in the wall at Hotel Bed4U, and our phone and iPad batteries were on their last legs. Since my iPad was in the worst shape, we plugged it in first to begin charging.

After a but, we noticed the flight was pretty empty. The couple in front of us noticed as well and asked if they could move to some open seats on the other side of the plane.

Oh, no. The flight is full. We've just stopped boarding for a bit.

Stopped boarding? Why would they stop boarding?

Funny you should ask, as the pilot came on the PA to explain: when he awoke that morning, the co-pilot gad felt ill and got worse as he reached the airport. Thus, he reported his condition to airline and airport officials -- the fool! So while he know felt better, he had to be checked out by the doctors before the plane could leave.

Apparently, they were very thorough doctors, as we kept getting that same announcement for nearly an hour. But, joy of joys, after an hour we got word that the airport doctors had cleared the co-pilot to fly, so boarding would resume. Yay! So quickly unplugged my phone and other devices from the empty seats around me, and, indeed, the plane started to fill.

The flight attendants asked everyone to quickly find their seats. Rush, rush, rush. Everyone be seated, as we're closing the doors. And... nothing.

Again the pilot makes an announcement: while the airport docs have cleared the co-pilot to fly, Air Canada policy requires clearance from the company's doctors as well, so we're just waiting on that.

Finally, an hour and fifty minutes after we were supposed to take off, word comes down from Air Canada headquarters: co-pilot is grounded, cancel the flight. Everyone off the plane.

And now the goat rodeo begins...

Plan A -- We're rescheduling the flight for 11:30 pm tonight, and will give each passenger a €20 voucher for food. Everyone line up back at the gate to get your voucher. What about connections, etc.? The gate attendants will take care of that.

So we all line up for our vouchers -- and chance to talk to the gate attendants. Evidence, of course, suggests that Air Canada has never dealt with more than three people at a time so crowd control is not in their toolkit. So what begins as a line, very quickly devolves into a disorganized mob surrounding the desk with a very long tail of increasingly frustrated queue members emerging out of it.

So of course it's time for Plan B...

Plan B -- Everyone just be patient while we figure out what we're going to do. No more food vouchers until that happens. And what about the folks who took the food vouchers and left, planning to return at 11:30? They don't say.

Oops, time for Plan C...

Plan C -- We're going to put everyone on tomorrow's Toronto flight, and so will be handing out hotel vouchers. Stay in line for your hotel voucher. Wait, if today's cancelled Toronto flight was full, won't tomorrow's be just as bad? How are you planning to squeeze us all on? And what about our connections? Good questions, without answers.

But we all stayed queued, until, wait for it, Plan D...

Plan D -- We are rescheduling today's Toronto flight for tomorrow at 9:00am. You will still get a hotel and dinner voucher, but you need to go to baggage claim and get your bags and then return to window #514 at the departure check in desks to get your vouchers.

Now let's just pause here for a moment. If you've been to an airport since, say, September 11, 2001, you've probably noticed that the human traffic at an airport is designed to flow in one, and only one, direction. This is even truer at international terminals, where passport and immigration control applies even stronger unidirectional gates to the flow. By the time we reached our gate, we were no longer officially "in Europe," having officials exited the country when our passports were stamped.

In short, Air Canada has just sent 400 extremely frustrated rats backwards through a maze designed not to let them pass.

It went about as well as you might expect. My two favorite moments were, first, when the Asian gentleman pressed the emergency stop on an escalator so he could use it to go down instead of the preprogrammed up, and second, when the two very confused Spanish immigration officers figured out that they had 400 people coming at them from the back of their booth, instead of the front, so they exited to booth deal with us all. Want to know how to officially cancel the EU exit stamp in you passport? The officer takes a pen and draws two lines through the EU symbol at the corner and then scratches out the serial number on the stamp. At least that's how they handled it in our case.

So now we're all back in Europe, so I send the niece to claim our bags -- I gave her a cart -- and I make a dash for window 514 at departures. Which is closed. But I recognize a few faces in the line at 513, so I queue up there. I'm like fifth in line, and by the time the clerk finishes with the first person there must be two hundred people lined up.

Once again, Air Canada displays its top notch crowd control skills and opens two additional windows. But rather than pulling people from the existing central line, they just stare blankly into space until two new lines form, and all the people in the existing line are even more pissed off.

I recall a TV show once built on the premise of replacing a clerk or waitress or some such with someone who would just annoy the hell out of a patron until they blew a gasket. Depending on how long they tolerated the abuse -- and, presumably, whether or not they would subsequently sign a release form -- the patron would receive a cash prize of some amount. I was starting to think I should be looking for hidden cameras.

Anyway, I finally get my turn with the clerk.

Me: So how do my niece and I get to Vancouver?
Clerk: <blank stare>
Me: Toronto was a connection for us. Our final destination is Vancouver. We obviously missed our connection, so how do we get to Vancouver?
Clerk: Oh, I don't have any information on that, sir. They'll help you with that when you check in at 6:00 am tomorrow. I'm just giving out hotel vouchers.
Me: So you're telling me I could get stuck in Toronto.
Clerk: They'll help you with that tomorrow.

So here we are. Miles from anything interesting in Barcelona, sitting in an airport hotel, with zero clean clothes, not much in the way of euros, a promised free dinner at eight, a promised free breakfast which the hotel will start serving long after we're gone, and yet another 5:00 am wake-up call.

But the niece tells me that she just reached 4,000,000 on Temple Run, so it's not all bad.

But I'd hate to have to calculate how much the co-pilot's almost sick day cost Air Canada.

The GCW Tour, Spain & Morocco: And That's Probably All Folks

Well, that's pretty much it for Spain and Morocco. The niece and I will be shortly boarding the train for Barcelona where we'll have our last meal, then in the morning we're on the plane for home. It's unlikely anything worth blogging about will happen, so I think we can call this done. 

With luck I'll be able to skim through my photos on Sunday and get the images added to the posts. The pictures may also prompt a few more comments on things I forgot about. Apologies for all the imagine free posts; I'll try to get that sorted before the next round.

And next week, things will be back to normal. If I recall correctly, I've even got an appointment with my oncologist on Thursday.

This has been a good break from cancer, but probably best not to ignore that for too long.

The GCW Tour, Spain & Morocco: San Fermin, Day 4

When the niece eats a meal she generally leaves a single bite of each thing for the end, and then finishes them off such that she saves the best for last. We got sort of the same effect from all the hassles securing a spot on a balcony for the running of the bulls. 

Assured we had a spot, and having sorted out -- at least vaguely -- the numbering system of a seven floor building that renders the attic level apartment as "five," the niece and  I were up again at 4:45. The party was, of course, still going strong when we got to the city center at 6:00.

This time when we rang the bell at 6:30 they let us up. It was a nice view from the attic level, if a little high. Happily, though, at seven they determined they had too many people coming so they palmed us off on a neighbor up the street. All things considered, it was a better view. So while we lost out on the provided breakfast -- no major loss from what I could tell -- we had a great view for the bulls, and the hundreds, if not thousands, of crazies who run with them.

It's definitely a sight to behold, and I'll post pictures just as soon as I can.

But for anyone planning a trip to Pamplona for San Fermin, here are my recommendations for making it actually worth your while:

1. Plan far enough ahead that you can get a hotel in the city center, rather than the burbs. If all that's left is HotelBed4U, wait til the following year.

2. Pull a Juliet and reserve a spot on the balcony. Best vacation dollar you'll ever spend. Just make sure you've got accurate instructions on how to find the place.

3. See a bullfight. It's a little campy, and a little boring, but it's actually a useful reminder of how narrow the line between life and death really is.

     

     

     

     

      

The GCW Tour, Spain & Morocco: San Fermin, Day 3, aka, At Least Six Animals Were Injured in the Making of this Blog Post

Since the balcony scene was cancelled, today's entertainment boiled down to catching up on sleep (very nice) followed by the evening's bullfight.

Bullfights, like most blood sports, are currently a topic of much political dispute. Hence, the mostly naked protesters gathered around the arena before the first run, as well as the recent referendum in Catalonia that outlawed the sport. For now, though, the Spanish are sticking to,the cultural importance argument, and so bull fighting continues.

From my perspective, the are two incontrovertible truths. First, everything dies. Working to prevent bullfighting doesn't "save" the bull, it just changes the when and how of its death. Second, good, bad or indifferent, humans rule this planet, and don't really interact well with other species. Thus, the alternative to bullfighting isn't some return.to nature where the bull gets to roam free over endless pastures until it dies of old age, it's castration, a brief life as part of modern industrial ranching, followed by an eventual bolt to the brain. Well, that or extinction. Given my assumptions, I'm willing to consider that five years on a ranch being left to its own devices, followed by twenty-five minutes trying to gore the people that are annoying you with capes or stabbing you with swords and spears, may not be the worst option from a bull's perspective.

So, bullfighting. I can't really say I understand it, or that it makes much sense to me as a cultural practice. I asked the woman at the bullfighting museum how it got started and what it's supposed to "mean," and had no idea what I was asking. For her, bullfighting just is.

For those who don't know, here's the basics of a bull fight. The matador leads a team of people: four or five with capes, two on foot with short, fuzzy, hooky, speary things, two on horseback with long spears, and himself. Each bullfight has three teams that will face two bulls each. Each of the bulls faces the same basic process:

1. The bull runs out into the arena and looks impressive. 
2. The four guys with the capes are spread around the arena, and start using their capes to get the bull's attention causing it to run the length of the field numerous times, tiring in the process.
3. After the bull has run around for a few minutes, the guys on horseback come out and one of them has to stab the bull twice with his spear.
4. When that's done, the horse guys leave and the two capeless pokey short spear guys come out. Their job is to run up to the bull and jab it with their spears until,he has at least four, sometimes six, of the decorated spears hanging from his back.
5. Now the matador comes out and does his Sasha Baron Cohen impersonation, getting the bull to chase after his cape. Once he believes he's convinced the crowd of his bravery he trades his fake sword for a real sword. He engages the bull again and tries to stab him in the back over the top of his head. If the bull dies, we're done. If the sword stays in but the bull keeps moving, the matador gets a second sword and stabs him through the side killing him immediately. And if the first sword falls out of the bull, the process starts over with a new sword.

There's probably a more precise way to describe all that, but that's basically what the niece and I saw. 

And here's what I thought:

1. This is a lot like watching a really good magician with a really bad audience. The bull is always looking in the wrong direction. Why chase the empty cape? Aim for the skinny, breakable legs that don't move much.

2. The game is totally stacked in the human's favor. Occasionally things go wrong, but when they do the rules are changed. So, for example, after a couple of horses got killed during a bullfight, they changed the rules so the horses get wrapped in armor.

3. All the Matadors really do look like they're doing Sasha Baron Cohen impersonations, which makes it really hard to take them seriously.

4. The danger in a bullfight isn't really the it's the humans and chance. Accidents happen, and people often choose to do really dumb things, and sometimes those combine to produce terrible results. 

All things considered, I'm glad I saw it once. But I wouldn't bother to go to a second one.